I love my friends! They keep me sane.

Aaand… my absolute fave:

(Merited a prof pic in FB haha!)

Tada!

I want to be this young forever. Can I?

(Christmas + my birthday)

1. A Yorkie! It’s ze cutest! AND it has an undercoat that doesn’t shed! According to some website, “a Yorkshire Terrier requires more human companionship and attention than any other breed.” Aww. :p Well, I don’t want that in a boyfriend, or even a friend but I guess in a dog it’s cute! :p LOOK!
2. An N97 or N97 Mini (if it’s ever coming out hehe!) for investing purposes, mainly. I have to have reliable access to the internet all the time, ya know. On the side, it’s for entertainment. Hehe! It can store up to 100 songs I think or more. It also has a 5-mp camera. Hee! Although other phones can get the job done, it just has to be an N97 for me. Because it’s white, and I like its keypad.
3. A lovelay EXPENSIVE designer handbag or shoes! Heee! :p

TBC…

I can’t stress how happy and surprised I am – really – about my current distraction.

I did NOT want to watch Boys Over Flowers (BOF) at the start. I even made Kie pay me for buying the DVD hahaha! But now am hooked = actually skipped work to finish the series. :p Oh, but not on BOF itself, on my latest obsession! GU JUN PYO! a.k.a. LEE MIN HO ♥ in reall life. Ahh…. he is the prettiest boy alive. I LOVE HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! As in. Confession: the thing about Akanishi Jin was too weak, to be honest. Hee!

Even Kath loves him! Hayyyyyyyyyyyyyy……… I never thought I’d say this, but I actually find Koreans cute!  ..Which was why I was a wee bit too supportive of Growee last night on her Korean crush from Coco Cabana, hahaha! I’d even go as far as saying that they’re delicious! Hahaha! Well, Lee Min Ho ♥ is. :p

Ima post pics of my 2 other crushes from the series later on- HI JYUNG and JI HOO. Watch out for them!

Btw, I haven’t told you, I got me my bonus last week! And it’s 2 months more than what I expected, yay!!! The weird thing is, though… I haven’t bought a single pair of shoes from it!! When last year I got like what, 6 pairs!? Hee! :p

Am planning on getting these multi-color-paint-splashed-strappy heels from BCBGirls. I don’t have a picture of it in the style that I want, but it has the same fabric as this one:

Isn’t its color just YUMMY??? But the only size left in CMG is 7.5! Am an 8!! They still fit but… they’re not perfect!! :s

Anyhoo, but if I had the money… I’ll buy these Chanel booties that are just… ah, exquisite! I wish I could try them on, at the very least. I wonder where Anne Curtis got hers from? She has it in black, fyi. So not as pretty as this one. Sorry, but it’s true. :p

Damn, if only I hadn’t been eating yesterday and had seen how the pre-posting of LIB (Liberty Telecoms) looked like. That was one milkable stock! Oh well, there’ll be a next time!! Positive thoughts… positive thoughts… Let’s hope and pray!

• Going out with a guy who’s engaged was definitely a first for me.. Although to be honest am still not sure whether it was a date or not. Call me naive, but I can’t assume!? For my ego though, I would like to think that it was a date. He is attractive. :p
• Getting so drunk that I slept through 1/3 of Transformers, and spat through the other third was also a first… and the last, I hope. :p You know what else is a first? Being carried from the movie house to the parking lot on a wheelchair- NOT exaggerating. :p
• Drunk texting / letting go of my pride……………….. Update: not a very good move!! But at that time, it was liberating. So no regrets.

“I make no apologies for how I chose to repair what you broke.” – Meredith Grey, Grey’s Anatomy

BE GOOD TO ME!

Seriously.

How Do I Breathe

[Verse:]
How do I breathe, yeah.
How do I breathe, yeaaaah.
It feels so different being here,
I was so used to being next to you,
Life for me is not the same,
There’s no one to turn to.
I don’t know why I let it go too far,
Starting over it’s so hard.
Seems like everywhere I try to go,
I keep thinking of you.

[Hook:]
I just had a wake up call,
I should’ve never let you fall,
Baby you are not blame at all.
Remember when I pushed you away?
Baby if you knew I cared,
You’d have never went nowhere,
Girl I should’ve been right there.

[Chorus:]
How do I breathe,
Without you here by my side?
How will I see,
When your love brought me to the light?
Where do I go,
When your heart’s where I lay my head?
When you’re not with me,
How do I breathe?
How do I breathe?

[Verse:]
Girl I’m losin’ my mind.
Yes I made a mistake.
I thought that you would be mine.
Guess the joke was on me.
I miss you so bad I can’t sleep.
I wish I knew where you could be.
Another dude is replacing me,
but this can’t be happening.

[Hook:]
I just had a wake up call,
I should’ve never let you fall,
Baby you are not blame at all.
When I was the one that pushed you away
Baby if you knew I cared,
You’d have never went nowhere,
Girl I should’ve been right there.

[Chorus:]
How do I breathe,
Without you here by my side?
How will I see,
When your love brought me to the light?
Where do I go,
When your heart’s where I lay my head?
When you’re not with me,
How do I breathe?
How do I breathe?

[Verse:]
I can’t get over you no, (ooooh)
Baby I don’t wanna let go.
Girl you need to come home,
Back to me,
Cuz girl you made it hard to breathe,
When you’re not with me.

[Chorus:]
Tell me how do I breathe,
Without you here by my side?
How will I see,
When your love brought me to the light?
Where do I go,
When your heart’s where I lay my head?
When you’re not with me,
How do I breathe?
How do I breathe?

I’m really sad. God, WHY? Can I undo the past year? Can I? PLEASE?

http://sexyshoeaholic.livejournal.com/14616.html

His name’s Akanishi Jin ♥ a.k.a. Mikoru-kun from my (and my roomies’) newest favorite Japanese series YUKAN CLUB! Hee :p

I lof the way he speaks! And his dating! He’s reserved / lazy and parang always exasperated. Haha!

Isn’t he yummy?

Take a look at his profile:

Ok, 3 things:

1. Oh no! His last “project” was already 2 years ago! Does this mean his career’s dead?? NOOOOOOOO!!
2. He was born on July 4, 1984. So.. A) He’s almost a year and a half older than me, yay!! Am not a cougar after all. :p B) His birthday’s coming up… wala lang. Haha! :p
3. He’s 176 cm. tall lang!? He’s not even 5′8″!! Dang. Maybe this is why the BBs were egging me to scrap my height standards?? Hahaha!

Ok fine. It is madness to be lusting after a pop star (who can be feminine-looking at times) at this stage in my life BUT hello, distraction! :p

It wasn’t as fun as my situation “required”… BUT I had fun nonetheless :p I gotta lose weight though!

Highlight of the trip… And this, I will forever remember:

At the airport:

Kath: “Sinong may lock? Para ilagay natin lahat ng stuff natin in one bag.”
Macky: “E what if bitbitin yun buong bag? Buti na lang naka-lock!”

HAHAHAHA!

Oh, here are my favorite pictures: