Posted by: zyraeve on: July 6, 2009
Going out with a guy who’s engaged was definitely a first for me.. Although to be honest am still not sure whether it was a date or not. Call me naive, but I can’t assume!? For my ego though, I would like to think that it was a date. He is attractive. :p
Getting so drunk [...]
Posted by: zyraeve on: June 27, 2009
How Do I Breathe
[Verse:]
How do I breathe, yeah.
How do I breathe, yeaaaah.
It feels so different being here,
I was so used to being next to you,
Life for me is not the same,
There’s no one to turn to.
I don’t know why I let it go too far,
Starting over it’s so hard.
Seems like everywhere [...]
Posted by: zyraeve on: June 24, 2009
Excerpt from my message to Mary (6/23); edited:
The first half of my last year was all about moving on. I don’t want to go through the fake-smiling, the force-appreciating of things that I actually have, the unconscious monitoring of my progress, the hopeless pinning after what could’ve been coupled with the unrelenting brainwashing that I’ll find [...]
Posted by: zyraeve on: June 15, 2009
Regarding my last post: it’s easier said than done. The thing is though, now that it’s over more than any other time, I think it’s still not. And yes, despite the change in number. I’m so stupid. Hay, shoot me?
Anyhoo, I bought a new tulip skirt, I lof it. Take a look:
Posted by: zyraeve on: June 1, 2009
When you don’t go out anymore..
When he says no to your invite..
When he ignores your SMS..
He’s just not that into you. So what’s a girl to do? Murder the butterflies.. HARD truth, YES. But I’ll survive… I’ve been through worse and back……… I just wish I didn’t have to, you know? I thought I was [...]
Posted by: zyraeve on: May 25, 2009
How are you and N?
Ewan ko
Hindi ko alam
PWEDE BANG WAG NA LANG NATING PAG-USAPAN?
Posted by: zyraeve on: May 18, 2009
I have 2 decisions to make: 1) What kind of life do I strive to achieve from now on? A simple but balanced one or a big/busy but risky one? 2) What do I do if N shows up again? It’s been 8 days baby, and I am NOT a fool. Not that big of [...]
Posted by: zyraeve on: May 1, 2009
Because I miss N.
Because I think it’s all over between us.
Because I got really stressed about the whole N-Z-B-R secret fiasco.
Because I feel so alone, and unhappy.
Because all the BBs have bouyfriends except for Kath (and fine, Beib) and she’s leaving me in July.
Because even spending time with friends doesn’t really help anymore.
Because I heard the [...]
Posted by: zyraeve on: April 28, 2009
Heroes’ season finale is coming up! I CAN’T WAIT to hole up in the condo and watch again! Argh!!!! I ♥ ♥ ♥ PETER PETRELLI *-*
I want to watch Ms. Pettigrew Lives for a Day but it’s only shown in Ayala cinemas :s I won’t be near one anytime soon! I’ve been “hanging out” up North these days, ya know.
Am excited [...]
Posted by: zyraeve on: April 27, 2009
murder Zy’s heart day!
I woke up to one of the ugliest (but manageable) feelings in the world :s I checked my phone, hoping to see “1 new message **** ******”; but all I got was “1 new message Ms Che”, which is definitely up there in the things-I-don’t-wanna-receive-at-7:45-in-the-morning list. But I got over that (sort of), [...]
